Let go is an option

It is suffering me through living
It was exciting and promising
Until I saw and experienced my past
Past of sweetness blended with a bit of bitterness
And that make a typical love
Did one thing terrible make us bleed inside
Once in awhile I look back and can’t forgive myself
Inside bleeding ‘til its numb
Tears dropping ‘til its dry
Regretting ‘til be forgotten
Yet I have to hide
I still smile among sadness
Sitting in one shoes, I feel so miserable
I feel pain,
so much pain from that point of view
The view, lovers would not want to see nor experience
Breaking one hearts!
Detaching body part, heart, hurt so bad
It is like killing one’s hope
From reflection in mirror,
I see sadness buried deep inside me,
Sorrow hide behind those glazing eyes,
Happy for us now
We found our own way to happiness
I got to let it go